Too Old To Be A Flower Girl?

I am 16, I will be 17 in a couple months. My uncle is getting married next month and I secretly want to be the flower girl. I don't know or like his girlfriend nearly enough to be a maid of honor, so flower girl is really the only thing left.

I don't really want to or think I should be the flower girl, but in a way I have this hidden desire to. I have joked around about it with my uncle a little bit and he said "ok, fine you can be the flower girl". Of course I said I was just joking, but I think he slightly thought I was being serious.

I'm not sure why I secretly want this. I think maybe it's more a desire to be included. My nephew (he turned 2 in August) is going to be the ring bearer, and I think I feel a little out. I've always been a little favored or babied by my uncle.

I know if I really begged, he would actually let me, but I'd be way too embarrassed. Do you think it would be totally ridiculous seeing a teenage flower girl?

Too Young for a Long Term Boyfriend?

So today was my dad's birthday party, tomorrow is his birthday. A couple of my dad's cousins showed up. We hadn't seem them for a while, they live a few hours away. Anyways, one of them has a son a couple years older than me so I was talking to him for a while.

He said I was way too young to be involved with my boyfriend for so long and that I should date around for a while until I am at least in college.

A little back history: I am 16 and my boyfriend is 20 (I will be 17 on New Year's Eve). We started dating like casually over 3 years ago and exclusively for over 2 years). My cousin says that I will regret not being able to "date around" in high school.

I really do not think that will happen. I kind of messed around with a lot of other guys before I started dating him and I am happy with us being together.

I can honestly say I do not miss a thing about not dating boys from my school.

Halloween Costume Here I Come

I have been debating about a Halloween costume. I am 16. I don't trick or treat. I might pass out some candy. I may or may not go to a Halloween party. Any Halloween events I would go to, I don't need a costume. And I already have a pumpkin fairy costume for my dad's haunted house I help with.

But then I saw this while browsing through cute costumes. It must be mine. I've never actually seen Rainbow Bright so I am not a fan of the show, but I LOVE this costume. It shall be mine!

Oh No Archie Say It's Not So.

As apparent through my blog, I have a slight David Archuleta obsession. Well did would be the better word.

I read two things about him recently that have me so confused. First, he prefers blondes. Ingrid is not blonde. Although, he himself may not have said this. It could have come from Pappa Jeff.

Then, the worst part. He is republican. He was supposed to be performing at some republican convention thing. He probably supports Palin. Ugh.

Oh well. I can still look at Hayden.